Housemate Day

On 10 Nov,housemates outing day.i ponteng for going christian fellowship,hehe,feel sori lah,but then is hard for us to have an everyone free time outing together,somemore my housemtaes,kaya going to leave by the end of this month.we rented a kancil,in the raining day,four of us,all girls. MK,one of my housemate,a brave driver,haha( y i saying so,because she dare to drive in the raining day n with a dirty,blur car window)At first, we plan to have our dinner of Taiwan food, but then it was closed.so we went to Dataran Pahlawan,新天地. Well, i dont want describe the following story with juz sentences,so let the picture tell u the story.

in the car..

food-ing

me n kaya

After dinner,we having a games of exchanging gift, everyone have to buy something with budget RM5, with a random draw, only u will know who to give after everyone finish buying.

n here is the exchanging gift ceremony..haha.. obviously,this was took in the toilet mirror. Before proceed to the next story, prepare urself,u will see some action that i normally never do one, (some pic dat will make myself no images,arrhhh...)oh well,never mind,i did all this for u all lah,MK,Anna,Kaya,as long as we really had fun,rite??) we went to Dataran Pahlawan field there, n started to do some silly pose,jumping on the grass.... so,now show u some of the silly pic dat we took.. ! ! ! ! ! ! ! get ready to jump,thinking how to jump nicely.. pointing to the sky n make a wish.. group jumping.. messy hair.. Next,introduce to u personal jumps. ! 1st jumper:Me 2nd jumper: Kaya third: Anna Last: Mei Kuen ! ! What is the silly jumps dat i did..see the below pic.. Frog jumps and ostrich jumps,which one nicer leh??haha^^ After all this jumping stuff, it was quite late ady,so we headed home loh.. modeling on the way to get the car.. oklah,is time to say goodbye..good nitez.. before going bac to ep,must took some photo with car 1st lah..

p/s: Thanks to my housemtes, Anna,Kaya,n Mei Kuen spending time n money to make our outing perfect,fun n enjoyable ,love u all..God bless^^ Thanks for watching my blog..do leave me some comments,thx^^

哭過就好了

• 不喜欢怀疑什麽 并不表示我没有感受

• 看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同 我不是生气 只是心痛

• 最讨厌被误会了 但越解释越觉得难过

• 你可以说人会变 但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错

• 哭过就好了 伤都会好的

• 这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍

• 爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手

• 不是为了争吵 为了调头

• 哭过就好了 痛都会走的

• 记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

• 失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

• 还是谢谢你让我长大了

• 哭过就好了 痛都会走的

• 记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

• 失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

• 还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往 想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤 要找勇气却不在口袋或手上 但它一定在我身上某个地方

• 哭过就好了 痛都会走的

• 记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

• 失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

• 还是谢谢你让我长大了
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梁文音（愛一直存在）哭過就好了。

• 影片来源：http://liangwenyin.net/thread-10596-1-1.html

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouVsx7Fv9dA

• 当我仔细听看这首歌的歌词时，我了解体会到了其中·的意思：

試想下，被自己心愛的人誤會，傷害，的確是件很傷心，心痛的事。

想哭，想發泄，也是件很平常的事。

可是，這一切不愉快的事都會過去的。

哭過就好了，傷都会好的，這樣相信所以深呼吸著割舍。

不管再怎樣不舍得，當對方已不再愛你時，始終還是得忍下心來放手，讓他走。毕竟勉强是不会有幸福的。

记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的，不开心的事有很多，何不试着把那些以前不好，不开心的回忆通通放下，把它們都忘掉，让自己也活得开心点。

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩 还是谢谢你让我长大了：再往好處去想，那些以前痛苦傷心的經歷卻能促使我們成長，也造就了今日的我們，不是嗎？

那些曾經傷害過我們的人，曾經誤會過你，讓你傷心，讓你跌倒，受傷過的人。 我們反而要謝謝他們，因為這一切一切的經歷讓我們更成長了，不是嗎？

哭過就好了，傷都会好的。跌倒了，再爬起來，等傷療好了后，再重新來過。哭過就好了，痛都會走的，今天的痛，今天哭過就好了，要相信明天會更好。

心脏几乎要停止的那一刻

星期三晚上，刚从外面打包晚餐回来，然后就听到我housemates讲说成绩出了。 我的心脏突然间惊吓到要停止了，不是说星期四才出的吗？怎么早一天出的。我还没准备好心情呢。后来，我housemates才解释说，是误会，degree的还没出。 呼，我松了一口气。正想要享受晚餐时，我的housemates又喊说成绩出了，成绩真的出了。。哇，那时的我立刻大叫起来，赶快上网check成绩，隔壁房的housemates也跑过来看我的成绩。可是那时的我很不冷静，很慌张，很怕，很紧张，所以我把她们都赶出房了，可是她们站在门外看着我的表情，那时的我慌张到要哭了。 我housemates check到她的成绩了，她全科pass，可是我的成绩却一直还看不到。 我就担心说会不会是因为我不及格，所以比较慢出。 一直refresh，那时的我自己都察觉到手一直在抖，神情很凝重，我慢慢地我看到是出了，慢慢地我roll down我的mouse，不敢看，看见第一科pass，第二科pass，第三科。。。。哇，我喊了出来，我全科pass耶。 立刻把好消息告诉我的housemates们，大家都好开心呢。那晚，我们忍不住喜悦的心情，一直喊了起来。哈哈。

我当时的心情是超开心的，心里一直呐喊：感谢神，这是奇迹，是神的恩典。我打了电话给我妈，她被我的叫声吓到了。我说咪，我全科及格了，她说那很好，全科及格了就好。咪也说，对呀，这真的是神的恩典。还叫我要好好感恩呢。讲着讲着，我感动到眼泪都流了出来。

对我来说能全科及格，我就已经很满足了。虽然CGPA还是达不到3.0以上。上个学期，的确有很suffer，因为有七个subject，很多presentation，assignments，考试等等，真的觉得自己快要应付不来了，final exam时也没什么真正地把全部科很仔细地复习，有些paper也没什么信心，也不大会做。

可是，神的恩典真的很够我们用。我的心里真的很感恩，很感动，很惊叹，那种感觉是言语无法形容的。从小我就知道哥哥成绩很好，我跟他比真的是天差地远。所以父母对我的要求就只是及格就好，自然而然地，我就把及格就好这个formula输进我的大脑了。

到了现在大学也是一样，虽然我知道我只要做到及格就好，但我对自己还是有一定要求的。我会反省自己到底哪里做不好了。就像上个sem那样，拿了7科subject，的确是有点忙不过来。所以我也无法concentrate在每个subject上，唯一能做的就是尽力考到及格就好了。我知道我自己的读书level到哪里，可能别人只要读一遍就明白，但我可能需要四遍才明白。虽然在成绩上的表现不是很好，但我始终都相信自己是行的，是有能力和talents在未来的工作上的。

人的力量是有限的，但神的力量是无限的。不要轻忽，不要limit了神的力量，He can do a lots of things out of our expectations. 日子如何，力量也比如何。困难越大，神的恩典在我们身上更要彰显。For last sem result, my CGPA even increased than the las two sem. Is this a miracle??Totally Yes..Praise the Lord.感谢神，I love You,Lord. You are so great,i‘m amazed by you.

An unfriendly hostel guard..

On 5 october, after i finish HR paper, me n my housemates went to ep downstairs da bao. When i came bac frm outside,only i realized dat i didn't bring my hostel id card,i put it in my pencil case,so i asked my housemates used her card scan for me. In a few second, when she scanned,the guard rushing out shout on us,say hey hey,u...u ...u ...can not scan for others ppl one,i will denda u RM50. dat time i ady entered in,then i say to the guard(in a low volume n friendly mode)

• Me: erm,i forgot to bring my id card,i leave it in my pencil case coz i juz finished exam juz now,can i juz go upstairs bring it down n show to u?
• But u know what the stupid guard respond to us,he never speak in a friendly mode, all the times he was in a high volume speak n so unfriendly,scolding us.

• Guard: can not..can not..u hv to write down ur name here, hv to denda u RM30 if u over three times!!!!

• Me: Oh well, no choice,i hv to write down my name,me n my housemates enter the gurd house.the guard keep scolding us while i wrote down my record..(n the arguement war between us n the stupid guard had been started here)

• Guard: u cant scan for others,i will denda u RM50,u know,i juz denda a Malay guy juz now..

• MK( my housemates): We dont know cant scan for others one,u never put a notice out there,never mentioned to us,how do we know?

• Guard: (repeating what he say juz now) u cant scan for others,i will denda u RM50...

• Me: But we really dont know abt this mah..

• MK: How do we know woh?

• Guard: U all live here so long ady,never know abt this ya??

• MK: ya,u never put the noticed,how do we know?u say lah how do we know?how do we know????next time u better put a noticed out there lah!!!

• Me: I was thinking: ya,since u know us live here for so long ady,then means that u ady knew us is the residents here,then still wanna care for this small things. somemore this scanning systems juz had been installed few months ago only woh.

• MK: keep argue wif the stupid guard..

• Guard: still repeating wat he say juz now,want to denda,want to denda,saying want money all the time...

( our volume became louder, even the next door dobi house aunty came out to see what happened)

I quickly finish fill up the form, n then ran out frm the guard house,dont want to continue argue wif that stupid guard anymore. When me n my housemates reach bac to hostel, we was still in the angry mode, cant stop cmplaining the guard. we told our story to others housemates as well, what we get bac frm others housemates is that they oso got few times bully by the guard,even the gurad defilement them,is a same person,the chinese a pek guard..we conclude that one day we will go to managment office to complain the guard,better fired him lah..so angry wif him,he is so unfriendly, we are students, the tenants here,even can say that we are the one who pay u salary indirectly, this is the way u treat us.what for still keep u here, bring us trouble only..

p/s:Dat time, is exam period, n u know we ady so tension,so stress,i juz wanna go out buy some food to feed my stomach,relax a while, somemore 2moro i got two paper,but came bac wif the result of unhappy juz because of that stupid guard,made our mood became worst.i have been in an angry mood as i recall bac when writting down this post.

Self -love photograph

all this photo was done before i go for my last paper...i was so stress dat time, this is the way i release my stress..n i do like myself production..haha.. i drag my housemtes come n play wif me.. stressing wif the exam later...

My new baby

woh,who is my new baby..haha,actually is my new purchased mickey mp3 player..is so adorable,cute,small,look classic.i m juz so like it..n the sound system oso pretty good. is suit to the ppl who prefer cute n little things,juz like me,haha.i online purchased this mickey mp3 player n it only cost RM99, it comes wif the free earphone, free pocket for u to put ur mickey, the charger, the port for use of connect wif ur pc, and oso the cover protecter.is truly worth..u can choose whatever color u want for earphone n the mickey. what i bought is pink color one, but it ady cover by the cover protecter.. look at the mickey eye will shine one while u listening song.. the free given earphone.. those others things is belong to my housemates one,they oso bought a lot ya, wat we bought is kind of creative things, teenagers will quite like it i can say.. showing all the product....that we all purchased.. wah, see the parcel.. the most attractive one is this milk cup wif the bright n romantic light...nice right? wif the cute cow look package oso... the present we gave to a housemates before she leaves..a milk cup n USB port...